I hope one day, you find what you’re looking for.
I hope one day, you find someone who doesn’t complete you, but compliments you.
I hope one day, you realize that being vulnerable is okay.
I hope one day, you see the beauty to showing someone your feelings and not assuming they already know.
I hope one day, you realize that waiting for the love you deserve was worth it.
I hope one day, you realize that you don’t need to do any kind of extravagant gesture to change the world, and simply being yourself already does that.
I hope one day, you are able to accept a compliment.
I hope one day, you love yourself as much as you want someone else to love you.
I hope one day, you stop letting people walk all over you.
I hope one day, you are surrounded by happiness.
I hope one day, you appreciate yourself as much as others do.
Maybe the biggest love story of our life isn’t with another person, but with ourselves. We are constantly told that we NEED to find another person to complete ourselves, but what if we all completed ourselves, instead of always looking and striving to be completed by another?
I haven’t written in awhile because in all seriousness I didn’t think the things I wanted to write about were really worth it. The recent passing of a friend put a lot of things into realization. Put life into a new perspective for not only myself but for a lot of people around me.
This past week my mind has been running in over time. Trying to understand why someone so full of energy and life could be taken at such a young age. Trying to understand the stages of grieving and how people do it differently. Trying to be there for my best friend but also allow myself to grieve and find the understanding I needed.
Amanda was the most beautiful human you could have ever met. Anyone who met her knows this. She lit up every room she walked into and left every room a better place. In a short 26 years, she changed more lives than some people do in 80. I was lucky to make some unforgettable memories with her, that I will always hold close to my heart.
Her aunt explained her in the best way possible. She called her an “Earth Angel”. An Earth Angel is someone who is sent to Earth to make the world a better place. To help others, spread kindness and to make a difference by shining light and love on everyone around them. This is exactly what she did. This is exactly what Amanda was, and unfortunately, Earth Angels don’t often live for very long. They live fast, they make the world better place and they leave, leaving a positive impact behind.
Amanda will forever be missed by many. Her smile and shining light will continue to live on through all those who met and knew her.
In Loving Memory of Amanda.